Where Does the Time Go

I guess I will play catch up here. I don't know where my time has gone these past few weeks. I feel like the days are gone before I even know they have begun. I wake up with a mission, to try not to think about the when the IVF process is going to start. I go to bed with the same mission, try to sleep and not wonder all night. Jeesh! No wonder the time is going by so quickly. Well Saturday is supposed to be a day of information hunting so hopefully this time next week I will have something besides the waiting game to begin the process to wonder and obsess over.

Since my giant meltdown, things have been good. I've stopped the birth control pill that may have been the culprit but the June 4th appointment was bumped to June 11th, so I am still waiting. I have been loving my Zumba nights, I wish I had them more then twice a week but I don't. Zumba is such a refreshing, uplifting, self loving experience. I sure as heck don't look all that pretty trying to cha-cha or samba but I sure do feel amazing sweating my butt of trying to. I am looking foreword to tonights Zumba session. I may follow it up with a roast beef sandwich from the local roast beef joint, such a fatty dinner option at 9pm but the Hubby works so darn late on Thursdays I don't dare attempt to cook at that hour.

I am getting excited for some little mini day trips the Hubby and I are planning. I will post about them soon!