Messing With the Hormones

Hormones... who invented them?  I'd really like to know. Especially the ones that are being all messed around with by some of the medications I've been taken for roughly a month.  A birth control pill, which  I have never taken before in my life and a pill to regulate prolactin levels.  I don't know if they are messing with me or if they are just elevating my emotions or what but I have done all but go skinny dipping in a pool of mud.  

I've been fed up with our living situation for almost a year.  In addition to being out of work on and off for a year there is just a bunch of things I'd love to change.  But the one thing I cannot get the Hubby to compromise on changing is our living situation.  And just recently I've lost my mind about it.  Just lost it.  Is it the hormones that have me acting like a raving lunatic about it or is it just that I have really literally reached my last wits about it.  After talking with my Aunt who I confide in quite often she immediately said it was the hormones before I ever thought it.  6-days into the two medications, Hubby and I had it out about our living situation, and basically haven't spoken too much since.  With the exception of blow outs.  So when I talk to the doctor next, I am asking her opinion because I can't have our relationship as a constant fighting mess, especially since we never fight, never ever!! 

June 4th is the blood/ultrasound appointment which should help give us a date to do the egg retrieval.  But we are still waiting on the arrival of the injections which we I need to begin on CD1.  I keep telling myself I have to be happy, stress free and love life because those things will help us in the long run.

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming.